Long time no see!! I haven't had the time or energy to update my blog and frankly because I've been little disappointed with Blogger, LOL. At Yahoo 360 we always commented on each other's blogs and it was so much fun, but here everyone are busy showing off their craft creations and I get the feeling no one is interested in anything else.:( I feel like I'm talking to walls here, LOL! I also feel disappointed when not everyone write in English as I don't understand other languages, so I don't bother to check those at all as it's no use for me :( This is how I've felt... sorry for my ranting!
But well I'm here to update now no matter if anyone will read this or not...
We have had an eventful summer behind us. Many of my online friends know by now is that we're expecting our first baby to come 2nd March 2010.:) What months we've had since I made the positive test!!! It has been a huge emotion rollercoaster esp. thinking what happened to us earlier this year. I think no one can understand how scared I felt at first and how afraid I was that something will go wrong. No one can know how that feels unless you've gone through the same. I also got replies how some were surprised I didn't tell sooner my news.. how could I had what happened? What if something had gone wrong? How terrible it'd had felt if I had something sooner and then something went wrong... And usually people tell here until after the first ultrasound, which is on week 12. We didn't tell anyone about this, but just kept it between the two of us. It felt fine like that and I know I would never do it in any other way! Sorry I'm ranting here, but it's the hormones too ;) I'm entitled for my feelings, LOL ;)
But here we are now on week 14 and everything is going just fine. Yesterday we got the relieving results of Down Syndrome test and it was negative. Well we could already see in the ultrasound everything looked normal, but of course you still fear if something is wrong... I still feel tired and I do hope it'll go away real soon!!! I still have naps every day after work and sleep about 1,5hours. Last weekend was tho' the first weekend when I didn't feel tired at all. But that was because I had slept longer until 10 am and I could see how much that helped.:) But if not thinking about the tiredness, I've had an easy start. No throwing up and just little nauseous feeling, which has passed whenever eating or drinking.:) Bloatness has been another terrible side affect, but I'm coping by just drinking a lot. I think I've never drank water so much, but it's only for good of course.:)
Now we're counting for the next ultrasound when we'll find out the sex fortunately. That is 8th October, so just a day after my birthday! Fingers crossed we'll find out :) Pasi would like to have it as a surprise, but I've always wanted to know the sex of our first baby, so I'm not changing my mind anymore :D Pasi thinks it'll be a boy, but it looks like just the opposite - at least that's what a midwife in my dream said last night!:D
Other than that nothing much more to tell. We enjoyed our 3 week summer vacation last month as much as we could me being death tired and having a huge hormone rollercoaster = every little thing annoyed me with relatives, LOL!!! But managed to keep our secret ;)
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